I\u2019ve made a big mistake<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know what it is yet<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know if karma\u2019s even taken note<\/p>\n
of the error in my ways<\/p>\n
ten bejeweled hands entering my<\/p>\n
data on a heavy keyboard<\/p>\n
it takes the heel of a hand<\/p>\n
to sink the \u2018Enter\u2019 key<\/p>\n
but I\u2019m getting caught up in the details<\/p>\n
I need to wipe off the<\/p>\n
sheen of sweat that has<\/p>\n
collected in my right earlobe<\/p>\n
it\u2019s hard to feel clean<\/p>\n
in the heat of fear<\/p>\n
as I ghost over the puzzle<\/p>\n
pieces of the night before<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve always been told that<\/p>\n
to bemoan what cannot be<\/p>\n
changed is an ultimately fruitless<\/p>\n
endeavor but that doesn\u2019t stop my<\/p>\n
heavy breath or my contorting stomach<\/p>\n
when do you stop fearing yourself?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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